KNOW, GROW, LOVE!

Someone said I changed… but I like to think that I evolved…

The more you know, the more you grow. Sure, it is a familiar tag line from NBC. However, for me it is more than that. Finding yourself requires a combination of upbringing, life experiences and relationships that shape the way you think.

Our upbringing creates a foundation of security or insecurity; trust or mistrust; love or the inability to love. Breaking away from this foundation is not the easiest, when life experiences and the relationships you create, begin to challenge the bricks and mortar of your identity up to that point.

How do you trust the”new” perspective on life? There is no magic age that alerts you to the fact, that your view of the world has changed. No, there isn’t a special professional achievement that deems you worthy of opinions, that differ from your parents, family or friends you outgrow.

Remembering and Honoring True Heroes

I stand on the shoulders of greatness. Congressman John Lewis will be missed..I am fortunate to have had the privilege to meet and know this hero. On July 2, 2010, Rep.Lewis inspired a room full of people, as he shared stories of his childhood, of witnessing the first black president, and his hope for the future.

“There is something about the power of love, the power of nonviolence, the power of peace… Build a society where we can forget about race and color and see people as people, as human beings, as children of God.” I recall feeling overwhelmed by his keynote address, yet empowered to continue the fight for equality.

I am grateful to have met not only Rep. Lewis, but also Rev. Dr. C.T. Vivian, as co-Chair of ACCORD Freedom Trail Annual Luncheons. During our 2nd year of this event, we welcomed Dr. Vivian back to St. Augustine with open arms. His smile was big and his heart even bigger. You could feel his warmth and kindness, immediately.

As he went to take a seat at the head table, I guided his chair, but some how he missed the seat and toppled to the ground. I knelt over him, as he smiled and popped back upright. The room fell silent with worry, but this little snafu didn’t appear to phase him in the least. In hindsight, I recognize the resilience and fighting spirit he exuded throughout his life.

Vivian was also a legendary hero of the Civil Rights Movement and one of the closest associates of Dr. Martin Luther King. He played an important part in the civil rights
movement in St. Augustine in 1964. Images of him circulated worldwide, of his participation in the infamous wade-in at St. Augustine Beach, which attracted international attention that year.

Most people my age, have never met a real life “super hero”, yet I have been fortunate to have met several. Dr. Vivian, Rep. Lewis and a host of others including Dr. R.B. Hayling, Mrs. Cora Tyson, Ambassador Andrew Young, and a few other unsung heroes. These individuals risked their lives for justice, equality and civil freedom. I stand on the shoulders of greatness. So today, I take up my cape, and wear it humbly. I vow to continue their fight for justice, peace and love for all humanity, independent of ones race.

Reverend C.T. Vivian (July 30, 1924- July 17, 2020)

Congressman John Lewis (February 21, 1940-July 17, 2020)

https://www.actionnewsjax.com/news/northeast-florida-remembers-rep-john-lewis/Q5GFU5DJMVBQHEIETYUDQHJV4I/

https://accordfreedomtrail.org/documents/ACCORD_Newsletter_July__2010.pdf

Closing out 2017

Wow, 2017!!! You flew by at the speed of light and took me completely by surprise. I can only describe it as pivotal year. It feels like just yesterday, that I was ringing in the new year from my 23rd floor downtown Phoenix apartment.

Why was 2017 significant? Well for starters, it was the completion of a full year of living in a new state with a new job and a new set of life changes that came with it. Prior to this, I had only lived in 2 other states for more than 12 months. Considering, I lived in Florida until the age of 31, technically, Hawaii is the only other state I lived in. That was also a pivotal moment in my life when I moved there for 8 weeks, that turned into 5 years.

2016 held it’s own set of obstacles, which left me significantly depressed and hanging on by a thread, when I moved to Phoenix in November 2016. Keep in mind, moving to the desert was never on my radar, however somehow that is the direction I was heading and I allowed Jesus to take the wheel.

By December 31st  2016, I was just happy to have survived the year from hell which technically began in late 2015. During the last 4 month of 2015, I experienced the start of several life-altering events. I left Hawaii secondary to having been diagnosed with hyperthyroidism, my grandfather died on Labor Day, my thyroid issue led to surgery on December 23rd, just 2 days before Christmas. The end of 2015  and all of it’s misery followed me right into 2016 and all the BS that followed all 2016.

So let’s fast forward to 2017. I’ve been living in Phoenix, met some new friends, joined an amazing church and somehow managed to transform from an outpatient Physical Therapist to a “Sales Woman.” Technically, I am still a physical therapist, however,  I am not treating patients at the moment. The new gig allows me to use my clinical expertise and “winning” personality to make a living outside of a clinic.

There was a shift in 2017, that I did not see coming. Despite the hellacious summer heat, Phoenix has been surprisingly good to me. No unexpected diagnoses, no family deaths, and I managed to work through my depression and anxiety.  Stepping out on faith can be scary, however worth it in the end. Jeremiah 29:11, Jesus declares his plan to prosper us and not to harm us.

My ever-growing faith has allowed me to trust in God’s plan for my life. So as I move into a new year, I am declaring prosperity and growth. I am declaring peace and healing. I am declaring that no matter what obstacles lie ahead, I will continue to grow my faith. My goal for 2018 is to devote my time to spiritual growth, building meaningful relationships, and self healing.

So CHEERS to whatever comes my way… CHEERS to every adventure, every setback, every uncertainty and most of all CHEERS to knowing that I am choosing to grow My Faith, steady My Walk and follow YOUR Will.